Nor guidance. I would have never met the words: hard work
And dedication. I would probably be a quitter, but those two
Words taught me not to be quitter. I am addicted to it, how
Couldnt I. I use it every day for hours, but hey, its the drug
That keeps me going.
I can perfectly remember how it works and how much I abuse
It to get to the next level a then a higher level. I start feeling
Cravings, they are so strong I can feel it going into my blood
Stream like heroin in an addicts veins. My heart starts beating
Faster and I can no longer control myself I want the drug that
Keeps me going.
I can feel it in my hands like if I was touching it even thought
Its not there. It talks to me I can hear it calling me I feel my
Body needing it. My mind starts going crazy it leaves my body
In addition, I start going into a profound daydream, as I start seeing
nothing beyond my eyes. I start seeing myself using the drug that
Keeps me going.
Even if I am so far away from it. I see myself creating something
Unique when I use it. It helps me keep my mind in peace with my
Body creating perfect harmony where I am beyond distraction.
I feel Im in total control it erases all my problems and worries while
Im on it even if I know they are still there. And I use the little anger
Left in me that my drug couldnt take and I use it to keep me going
With My drug so when my body says no more my mind says a little
More and you know mind over body.
God bless the time I was introduced to it, I knew from that time it
Was going to be with me for the rest of my life and it was going to
Be a part of my life also. Its the perfect drug because once its
Introduced to you it will never leave your body and mind it leaves
A craving in you asking you for more. Few are the ones that get
over it.
It came from the streets and I pray to god it doesnt die in a mist
Where people didn't even know it existed, appreciated, or understood it
I hope I could introduce to the world the drug that keeps me going
So that everyone could experience its mystique power but one can
Only do so much. But Ill fight to keep it alive and show it to the world
Long live, the drug that keeps me going.